Hi 🙂 My name is Jenna and I’m a 19yo white sissy gurl. I’m only 5’4 but I weigh 155lbs. My upper half looks as though I am 120lbs because I have small feminine arms, a little torso, and a skinny waist. Now my lower half really hints at why I’m 155lbs lol. I’ve always had a bit of a thick booty but ever since I graduated from high school I’ve been training. A year later, I now have a 29″ waist but a 41″ bubble butt. My hips are wide and flair out to the side. My thighs are thick and squishy. All of this was just from working out (ass, legs, waist, and cardio only) and eating the right foods to bulk up my fat storage. My sister and mother both have wide hips and big boobs so I guess I just had the genes to become the girly gurl I’ve always wanted to be. I really have no muscle to speak of and am a quite jiggly when I walk around so I always wear baggy clothes to hide my appearance and fully smooth body. Well, I used to up until recently but that’s when everything changed..
Until this week I was living alone in an apartment I leased, near the university I attended. I would complete school work and then go straight to my goon sessions. I’m very flexible so I would put my legs behind my head whilst laying down on my back so I could suck my clitty and listen to sissy hypno. I would always smoke so much weed and just be out of it and get hornier and hornier until I would back out and just finish with my hand, after getting back to a sitting position. This went on for a number of weeks before I just decided that those hypnos had trained me enough to want the real thing; a huge daddy dick!
I posted an ad looking for an older and dominate daddy type to gently train me and teach me the ropes. I included a picture of my booty in my exes (I fit her clothes hehe) tiny light blue Tommy Hilfiger thong that I had snagged before we split up. It was the only feminine piece of clothing I had, as I was too nervous to be caught ordering anything (parents would show up unannounced sometimes) or buying something in person. All throughout the night I received an insane amount of replies and many of them were just crude and creepy. Some were looking to give me a quick pounding or have me blow them in their car, but nothing matched my requests. I was looking for a daddy to slowly teach me how to be a good girl. These guys just wanted a quick fuck and to be done.
When I woke up in the morning I was so horny and went straight to checking the replies, hoping to find the perfect match. One stood out and caught my eye! He was an older daddy for sure (early 60’s) and was 6’2 and 220lbs. He basically told me everything I wanted to hear. He said he had plenty of experience with sissies like myself and that he had trained a few new ones as well and showed them what a good gurl does for daddy. This made me so intrigued and I was really hopeful that this could work out. He also happened to live in the same neighborhood so it would be like a 2 or 3 minute walk to reach his place. We moved over to Snapchat and he was really enticing me and complimenting my looks once I showed him more pics taken in the moment, and even a video of me lightly twerking and clapping my soft cheeks together lol!
My heart sank and I got extremely nervous when he then tried calling me on Snapchat. I declined the call and typed that I was still a virgin (with guys lol, although I barely made any head way with women in my short time of trying to blend in) and really on the fence about all this. He said not to worry and that it was fine to just type together to get more comfortable. Daddy steered the conversation to what I liked and want I was hoping to try. I explained that I was a complete beginner and had no experience with a man, let alone a dominate daddy who wanted to breed me. But I wanted to be a sissy for the right daddy and live my life as a girly gurl. I was solely attracted to cock at this point.
All the sissy captions and hypno over the years (and the more recent solo sucking sessions) had gotten me to the point that women didn’t attract me anymore. I wanted to try giving a blowjob, being treated like a woman, wear slutty and feminine outfits, eventually have him use toys on me, try chastity after we got comfortable, and finally anal. I also mentioned that cum makes me so dizzy when I think about it. Whenever I am super horny I think about having a big daddy shove his dick down my throat and last second pull back to just the tip and fill my mouth with a thick sweet cream!
He told me how pleased he was to hear all of this and that he was attracted to the exact type of gurl that I am. He said from this point on I was to call him Daddy and that he would have many different names for me 😉 Daddy let me know that his ex girlfriend had plenty of erzurum escort clothes (my size too) at his place and that I was welcome to wear them and feel like a true woman when I was ready. That made me feel very horny and ramped up omg!! I have never had a slutty wardrobe and I couldn’t imagine it was actually this close to reality. He told me liked being in control but would also become sensual and sweet with his gurl. I said I was only into the idea of hyper sexual stuff like sucking and fucking and just being a secret slut, not into kissing and being all cute.
He replied with “LOL that’s what all the gurls say before they experience just how fem it will make them feel.” I brushed it off and we got into life questions and interests. We bonded over a mutual passion for running and learned that we both would follow a similar route through the neighborhood. He joked that we’ve probably passed each other several times without knowing as much. That made me tingle inside, thinking of the possibility of being caught on future runs, with him just landing a correct guess that I was the sissy he had talked to. I figured that was ridiculous and didn’t consider it for long. This morning I had smoked a bit too much and was unbelievably high.
I wasn’t thinking and said “It’s the best because after my runs I just relax in the park since it is right across the street from my place and quite ideal.”… It was the very moment I hit send, that I realized: OMG there is only one park in our neighborhood…
I was hoping that daddy wouldn’t put that together because although I enjoyed talking to him and fantasizing about the situation, I was still on edge and so nervous. I’ve always had anxiety about being outed before I was ready (if ever) and it was a huge concern of mine. He carried on with his interests and had me slowly feeling more comfortable and safe with the idea of meeting him. He sent a video and it got me going wild inside! He was stroking his huge cock (like around 8″ and FAT omg was it ever girthy) and whispering my name. “Come on Jenna baby, don’t you want to meet my friend here” he sensually said as he lightly shook his big dick toward the camera. I was melting and couldn’t help myself but replay it and let it run on loop with the volume on while I stroked my little clitty. I was so horny in fact, that I ended up jerking off too fast and had major PNC. I closed the app and tried to come down from my high.
Once I was relaxed and feeling closer to being sober, I went outside to go for a walk as I didn’t feel like running today. I put on a pair of black slightly baggy sweats (they hugged my hips and thighs a bit lol), a blue t shirt, and my white and black running shoes. As I stepped out of the apartment entrance I heard my name.. no not my name from birth, I heard “Hey Jenna!” Standing aside from the entrance was an older man whose voice I recognized from the Snapchat videos just a few hours ago. He was wearing gym shorts, a t-shirt, and had a small backpack on. I was calling this man daddy and telling my deepest secrets to him and now I was unexpectedly face to face. I immediately turned and opened my mouth like I was about to respond (fuck why couldn’t I have pretended not to notice) and he then knew for certain that it was me.
Daddy approached me and said he was out for his run and had remembered my comment about the park. It was a very small park with only one apartment building across from it, my building. There were only 10 units (2 story walkup) and it was pretty easy to tell based on my physical stature and that I had shown attention to him calling out my girly name. I was so stunned and felt like I couldn’t speak as he stepped into range. He went for a hug and I froze. “It’s so good to meet you, I know you were nervous but I figured if I come over and see you in person, then you won’t have to worry anymore and have to make the decision.”
Daddy reached his arms around me and pulled me in. His hands were on my lower back and he squeezed me with the hug just enough to show me how dominate and strong he was. I felt like the tiniest little lady in the world at that moment, also dying of embarrassment. I pulled away ever so slightly, but he kept his arms wrapped around me and took a close up look of my smooth feminine face. “You aren’t even dressed up yet and you already look like a girl babe! You’re adorable Jenna!” He brought one had up from my lower back and cleared my shoulder length brunette hair from my face.
He then did something I was not expecting; Daddy put his hand back down to join the other one and in a quick movement he slid them down to my plump booty and gave each cheek a nice squeeze together. I made a distressed girly sound (kind of like esat escort a moan lol) and struggled to move his hands. “Be a good gurl and keep those hands together up in front of your chest baby.” I don’t know why, but I obeyed and did as I was told. He tightened his grip on my swelling bubble butt, then brought both hands to the bottom of my booty and jiggled it around. “This is what I was so excited for Jenna. You have such a beautiful and natural phat ass. I can’t imagine the amount of things we could try together.”
At this point I wasn’t even paying attention to other people around. People passed by on the sidewalk as we stood there entangled together and must’ve just thought I was his girlfriend ahaha! I was in a complete sissy haze and just leaning into his chest as he played with my bum. I was feeling so turned on and submissive and he shook my booty and made it shake for him. He brought me back to realizing the gravity of the situation as he leaned down and put his lips to mine. I didn’t even have a second to react and sort of opened my mouth slightly. He gave me a passionate and juicy kiss that lasted for maybe a second or two before our lips parted. I gave him a weak little grin as he pulled his head back. “See babygirl I told you that you would enjoy that!! Just had to take the leap and let your daddy guide you into being your true self. It was always inside you, I just needed to bring it out.” I couldn’t believe that he actually did this and that he just said that. ‘Your daddy’ I thought.. so this is my life now, I apparently have a daddy that I wasn’t ready for, but he certainly was.
With that final remark he gave my left cheek a decent slap (which made it wobble so much ughhh) and released his grip from my backside. He took my right hand and held it as he started walking towards my apartment door. “Wait.. what are you doing?!?!” I said softly as he dragged me along.
“Jenna I know you’re new to this and still feeling unsure, but just because we are in public doesn’t mean my rule isn’t still valid. Ask me again sweetie.” The name calling made my stomach turn as this was becoming all so real and I was confused at what he meant. Immediately after my first thought it dawned on me that I was supposed to address him properly.
“I’m sorry daddy,” I replied with my head held low “But what are you doing though?”
“I’m not doing anything, but you are going to take me up to your unit so we can smoke together and get to know each other”. My heart was racing like never before and I felt like at any moment I could just sprint away and never look back, but for some reason my body was frozen next to this large man I called daddy. He guided me in front of him and told me to open to door. I fumbled for my keys while he stood directly behind me, with his hands now on my hips. He was rubbing them gently as I turned the key. “I can’t believe you aren’t a catfish and that you actually look like this babe. You clearly were built for this!”. I open the front entrance as I ponder what ‘this’ actually is but I wasn’t able to collect my thoughts properly before he gave me a gentle push on my booty and said to keep going.
I began walking up the stairs and daddy followed in suit. My hips always sway a little bit when I walk, but especially on the stairs or any incline really. Daddy took notice and made a comment about how sexy my walk was and to just go slowly. He reached out and was giving me little squeezes on my ass and just playfully spanking me as I ascended to the second floor. We were now standing out front of my unit and all that was going through my head was that daddy now knows exactly where I live. The precise spot where I eat, sleep, and goon. That terrified me, but the duality of my personality was strong, as I also felt so slutty thinking that this was happening whether I wanted it to or not at this point. He made it obvious that I was going to commit and he had earlier saved the snapchats of me twerking and showing off my body so I could easily be blackmailed.
Once we entered my apartment, he closed the door and immediately spun me around by my waist. I gasped as he leaned down and lifted me onto my tippy toes before planting his lips back on mine. Daddy French kissed me as he wobbled and shook my bubble butt around again like he did when we met outside. I tried to get away again this time but one hand came up to the back of my neck and held me in place. “Don’t be so shy cutie, I’m just testing you and seeing how you respond. I’m going to be gentle with you as you are my girly gurl now. You have nothing to worry about.” That didn’t sooth my worries in the least, as I thought he was going to pound me out in the next 5 minutes and couldn’t bare the thought of esenler escort it being real. But to my surprise he released me shortly after the makeout session and asked where the weed was.
I pulled my little pink bong out of desk drawer as he went and sat on my bed (it’s a studio apartment and I don’t have a couch. Just the bed, my computer desk, the kitchen, and the bathroom). I packed a bowl and handed it to him. He said he wanted to try something that he’s done in the past with other sissy gurls and patted the spot right next to him. I was puzzled but sat down and watched him light the bowl and take a ginormous hit! He then held the rip as he turned to me and brought one hand around my backside and grabbed onto my hip. The other hand set the bong down and went for my face. He brought me to his face and motioned for a kiss. I obeyed daddy and leaned it. He enveloped my lips with his and blew the entire hit into my mouth.
Daddy clearly has a higher lung capacity than me as there was an ungodly amount of smoke. It went so deep, so fast, and straight into my lungs. I immediately drew back from the kiss and coughed so much!!! I needed to stay girly so I had to slowly cough to keep my sissy voice. “Good gurl baby, wasn’t that fun? This is the new way you’re going to smoke now. I’ll help you to make sure you have just the right buzz going.” ‘Buzz?’ I wasn’t going to be anything close to just being buzzed in a few seconds and he knew it. Once my lungs were done spazzing out I looked him in the eye and he came in for another kiss. He held it longer and I was a bit more active now. Weed makes me insanely horny and keeps my sissy side strong, and I had a feeling from his past experience that he knew the effect it had on gurls like me.
I had been sweating this entire time since I met him as I was freaking out on the inside (and visibly too lol) and daddy took notice. “Jenna sweetie, you should go shower off because you look like you just ran a marathon baby! I’ll wait out here for you and when you’re done we can just relax and watch a movie.” I was now too high to think for myself and allowed him to just guide me with his words. He stood up and brought me to my feet with him as his hand was still around my waist and on my hip. I turned to face him as he gave me one final peck on the lips. He spanked my booty as a I walked away to go shower and I let out a little nervous giggle.
As I was showering I heard daddy step into the bathroom. I must’ve been so out of it that I didn’t lock the door. He didn’t say anything but instead just rustled a couple things around. For some reason I was too nervous to draw back the shower curtain, even though he had already had his hands on me and kissed me a bunch. He quickly left and went back out to sit on the bed. As I stepped out and dried my smooth girly body off I noticed that my previous change of clothes were gone. In their place was a new outfit.. and omg was I not expecting this.
I mean I really didn’t expect any of this today but he just kept pushing me little by little. I was the frog being boiled and didn’t even know it. I spread the items out in horror as I realized just what this was. Instead of my boxers, sweats, and t-shirt there was my small sized blue thong (omg he must’ve went through my drawers while I showered), and a few items he brought. A pair of small light pink Lululemon booty shorts, a light blue crop top, and a pair of thigh high socks that were white with 3 light blue bands near the top. I couldn’t believe that his was happening..
Daddy heard me turn the shower off and had gotten up and was now back at the bathroom door. He didn’t come in but instead just said “I know you are losing your mind in there baby, I can feel it. Just be a good gurl and put it all on. You’ll feel much better once you are dressed like you are supposed to be.” I was completely gone at this point mentally.
“Yes daddy” was all that come out of my mouth. I said it super softly as I didn’t have the nerve to even try and say it with confidence. I picked up the socks and slowly started getting dressed. They slid up my legs and hugged my thick thighs tight enough that they wouldn’t fall down. I slipped on the tiny light blue thong that I was already familiar with, tucked my tiny clit, and let my booty swallow up the backside of it. Next were the shorts; they were so small and took a second to get into. Goodness did they ever show off my hips and ass! I finished with the crop top with held snug to my flat chest, and noticed there was also a light pink scrunchie and a light pink choker on the counter that was under the clothing. I picked up the pink choker and thought ‘omg this is so fucking slutty, how it this where I am at in life right now’. I stretched it to put it on and allowed to it tighten around my neck. I’ve never put up my hair but it’s shoulder length so I fashioned it into a high and tight ponytail and then looked in the mirror. What looked back was a scared and confused, glazed eyes, hormone filled gurly girl. What happened to me…