Desperate for some BDSM againI have dabbled quite a bit in CP and later to BDSM with more emphasis on submission and pain on my part. As time has gone by I find it has become a need of mine on a fairly regular basis from either male or female Dom/Dommes. Finding one has now become harder as I have got older and almost impossible as the websites I used have shut down. There seems to be only one way to get my needs sorted and that appears to pay as BDSM is still quite taboo with many too careful to venture with an unknown. I have many fond memories of several sessions and one in particular.I was contacted by a regular TV BDSM Dom(me) and asked if I would like to make up a small group. Oh yes please!. The date was set and I arrived as usual, being the first to get there. As usual again I was taken down into the cellar and undressed then locked in the cage at the end of the small dungeon. The lights were switched off and I was left there for what seemed like ages. It was very cold as it was mid January and there was no heating on. I then heard muffled voices canlı bahis and footsteps above me. Ah, I thought another has arrived. The Dom TV returned and switched on the lights again and I was blindfolded at the request of the new guest. Then the new person came down the steps and walked across to me. He stopped and asked permission to feel my balls and cock through the cage bars. Of course the Dom gave permission and his hand rubbed me thoroughly through the bars, squeezing and gently wanking. He was told to stop and help get me ready to be punished. I was taken out of the cage and bent over and secured to a whipping stool. Straps were securing me around wrists, upper and lower body, my legs near my knees and my ankles. I really did feel restrained fully. Then a ball gag was secured in my mouth. By now I was getting really excited. I could hear mumblings as somehow my hearing seem to have got worse and I don’t know why. I felt my balls being tied and then the rope was attached to a ratchet pully beneath me and tighten up. I thought that they were going to bahis siteleri be pulled of under the tension. My guts had that horrible feel just like when you are punched or kicked in the balls Then there was a sudden sharp thwack across my arse followed by more until I was squirming somwhat under the restraints. Then a gentle hand rubbed my arse and back. A voice said I had pleased him and to prepare for more of his pleasure. There was a cool wetness around my anus as he applied some lube. All I could think then was that I was going to be fucked but no a butt plug was inserted. They decided it wasn’t big enough and removed it to insert another that I was convinced would tear my arse open. It gradually went in and the pain subsided somewhat. A cracking noise right beside my left side frightened me for a second. I was to be whipped !! They told me that 30 lashes would be given and the plug removed after. So the lashes began. After 3 I was wishing I hadn’t agreed to meet for this session. At the end of the punishment I was practically hysterical trying to get bahis şirketleri loose. Again the gentle rubbing took place but it hurt as it was done over the whipped red flesh of my arse. The plug was removed and I felt a large cock enter me. He rammed away up my arse and quickly came. Then the TV Domme followed but more gently. As he was shagging me the other got hold of my cock from underneath and started giving me a very hard wanking. It was quite painful but he kept encouraging me to come. This I did and then he stopped when I had shot my load. The TV also came up me. There was some chit chat and they both left, leaving me secured. About 20 mins later the TV came back to say that his friend enjoyed playing with me and had told him (the TV) to wank me off again very hard until I came again, before I was released from the whipping stool. I did come again but it seemed less pleasurable and the pain stayed in my cock from the rough handling. I got dressed and we had a cup of coffee, when he asked if I would meet up with the other chap again sometime to explore furthur and go furthur with me. I said that I would think about it as it had been quite traumatic. A few months later I was contacted and asked again. I said yes. I will let you know what happened in another post.